mandag den 30. april 2012

Personal survey


A friend did this, and I wanted to do it too 8D

Bold What Is True
  • I am a cuddler.
  • I am a morning person.
  • I am an only child.
  • I am currently in my pajamas.
  • I am currently pregnant.
  • I am left handed.
  • I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
  • I bite my nails.
  • I can be paranoid at times.
  • I enjoy country music.
  • I enjoy smoothies.
  • I enjoy talking on the phone.
  • I have a car.
  • I have/had a hard time paying attention in school.
  • I have a hidden talent.
  • I have a pet.
  • I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
  • I have all my grandparents.
  • I have been to another country.
  • I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
  • I have broken a bone.
  • I have caller I.D. on my phone.
  • I have bathed someone.
  • I have changed a diaper.
  • I have changed a lot over the past year.
  • I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
  • I have had major/minor surgery.
  • I have killed another person.
  • I have had my hair cut in within the last week.
  • I have mood swings.
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
  • I have rejected someone before.
  • I like the taste of blood.
  • I love Michael Jackson.
  • I love sleeping.
  • I love to shop.
  • I own 100 CDs or more.
  • I own and use a library card.
  • I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
  • I sleep a lot during the day.
  • I strongly dislike math.
  • I was born in a country other than the US.
  • I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
  • I work at a job that I enjoy.
  • I would classify myself as ghetto.
  • I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
  • I am currently wearing socks.
  • I am tired.
  • I love to write/paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/photoshop/Tumblr.
  • I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.
I have/had:
  • Graduated high school.
  • Kissed someone.
  • Smoked cigarettes.
  • Rode every ride at an amusement park.
  • Collected something really stupid.
  • Gone to a concert.
  • Helped someone.
  • Spun turn tables.
  • Watched four movies in one night.
  • Been dumped.
  • Taken a college level course.
  • Been in a car accident.
  • Been in a tornado.
  • Watched someone die.
  • Been to a funeral.
  • Burned yourself.
  • Run a marathon.
  • Your parents get divorced.
  • Cried yourself to sleep.
  • Spent over $200 in one day.
  • Cheated on someone.
  • Been cheated on.
  • Written a 10 page letter.
  • A best friend.
  • Lost someone you loved.
  • Skipped school.
  • Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
  • Stolen books from the library.
  • Been in a mental hospital.
  • Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
  • Fired a gun.
  • Been in a school play.
  • Been fired from a job.
  • Taken a lie detector test.
  • Swum with dolphins.
  • Gone to Sea World.
  • Attempted suicide.
  • Written poetry.
  • Read more than 20 books a year.
  • Gone to Europe.
  • Loved someone you couldn’t have.
  • Used a coloring book over age 12.
  • Had surgery.
  • Had stitches. Got glued
  • Taken a taxi.
  • Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
  • Had a hamster.
  • Dyed your hair.
  • Had something pierced.
  • Got straight A’s.
  • Your parents sent you to a shrink.
  • Been handcuffed.
My hair is naturally the color:
  • Light brown.
  • Medium brown.
  • Dark brown.
  • Blonde.
  • Black.
  • Dirty blonde.
  • Strawberry blonde/ Ginger.
My eyes are:
  • Brown.
  • Blue.
  • Green.
  • Grey.
  • Hazel.
  • Light brown.
I am a:
  • Male.
  • Female.
People sometimes label me as ___, even though I don’t really care.
  • Slut.
  • Girly.
  • Ugly.
  • Nerd.
  • Other.
My longest relationship was ___. (Includes on and off relationships)
  • 1 month or less.
  • 2 months.
  • 3 months.
  • 4 months.
  • 5 months.
  • 6 months.
  • 7 months.
  • 8 months.
  • 9 months.
  • 10 months.
  • 11 months.
  • A year +
  • Two years or more.
  • I’ve never been in a real relationship.
Some of my biggest fears are:
  • Spiders/ other insects.
  • Dying.
  • Doctor/ Dentist appointments.
  • Hospitals.
  • Needles.
  • Diseases.
  • Being alone in the dark.
  • Heights.
  • Small spaces.
  • Oceans/ large bodies of water.
  • Holes.
  • Large animals.
  • Small animals.
  • Dying young.
  • Open spaces.
  • Other.
I have:
  • A friend with benefits.
  • A computer in my room.
  • A television in my room.
  • Good grades.
  • My own car.
  • Married parents.

torsdag den 26. april 2012

I know that you gave up on a lot of your dreams. And I saw your face when I joked about going to America, and I wish I hadn't done it. I will never leave you, I wanna be by your side forever. I know I hurt your feelings sometimes, but truth is, if you call my name, I'll come running to you. You are my most precious friend, and you've given me a lot of support during a hard time.
You wrote something you erased again, but I found it. Sorry, but I really wanna know what's going on in your life, and what you're thinking. And it made me sad. I wanna tell you everything, small things and big things. The selfish part of me want you to look at me and only me. So that I would never feel the pain and the sadness inside when you talk about something you did with someone else. Tell me, do you feel the same?
You are important to me, if you were a thing in my treasure box you would be the thing not easily captured by the eye. Not flashy or shiny, but with a hint of being held and hold tight, with soft edges and a familiar shape. But also new parts to discover, and hidden sides I can't wait to see.
I love you with all my heart, and I'll do anything for you just you ask. So please keep me in your life, I'm a terrible stalker~

søndag den 8. april 2012

Just sitting here, quiet, holding your hand under the blanket. Sleep well, and awake to a new day without any trouble <3